Love beyond love

Love,

knowing that the one you love

may not be here tomorrow,

knowing that today

may be your last day to truly meet,

knowing that you cannot know

how the story ends.

Care, care deeply, care until it hurts,

care in spite of what people say,

in spite of ridicule and rejection

and being misunderstood,

care so much that you no longer care

what happens to you.

Sink, sink willingly,

into this bitter-sweet mystery of love,

never knowing what love is and loving anyway,

like a fool, like a fascinated child,

like a madman,

like one who has forgotten how to be cynical,

or how to be right.

Love until your voice trembles,

and your heart pounds,

and your legs shake,

and your philosophies crumble to dust,

and your cleverness bows its head in shame,

in reverence.

 

And you will be taken to the darkest places,

and your heart will be set on fire

by the ones to whom you were never able

to open your heart,

and you will be reminded

of what you have always, secretly, known:

that in time, you will forget everything,

except how to die, and how to love.

A message

Still, you haven’t learned

To undie.

You gasp in raised hands

And burn in silence.

You choose burdens

And leave lovers.

You set fire

To childhood dreams.

You set borders,

To turn hugs in fears.

You reclaim space

In your lonely place.

You claim kindess

But step on respect.

You value your life

Like a market good

The more you raise your price

The more you lose love.

Poor boy, has nobody told you

Everyone will die someday?

So why are you dying every day?

Haven’t you told me you had chosen life?

To be alive, you need to learn

To undie.

 

Your voice

There is a holy sound

in your voice.

It shines upon every other note,

like an harmonic rising

from a sacred bell,

in a holy temple,

on a hallowed ground,

where a solitary monk is taking his vows.